*Takes deep breath* Work got difficult one day and stressed me to the max. I had a panic attack and felt totally freaked. Went to the doctor and bawled in the office. Was diagnosed with agoraphobia. Like duh. I don't feel safe unless I am home or with someone I know. Received a prescription for antidepressant and Valium. Took Valium as soon as the prescription was filled.
Oooo, really liked the Valium. Everything was mellow. Keep the Valium in my purse for emergencies. Started feeling better as antidepressant kicked in. Increased my progesterone to supplement GABA production in my brain.
Life is better. Spouse acting very nice. Perhaps he is a pod person? Then had to move our stuff next door so the landlords' could renovate our apartment. Good grief, what a production moving the Smithsonian. Spouse attempted to move it in slow stages. Landlords' finally gave three day deadline. Huff, huff, tote that barge, move that bale. And to think I did give a heads up to the landlords' in December my spouse would need a deadline. I got swept up in the whirlwind. The apartment will look really good when it gets finished. Not, so very not, looking forward to the move back.
Started my Etsy business. Having a blast learning that. Attempting to sew on the weekends. Ordered lots of fun fabric. I found I still need lots more choices. Playing games on Facebook. It got really cold here. My 'Check Engine Light' came on. I suspect because the young man overfilled my gas tank. It has since gone out. Fatigue is a continuing problem. I started Adkins the beginning of February. Lost 7 lbs so far. Amazing for me-the carboholic. This is my extra stress week at work, once every four weeks. I took a Valium today. I miss my blog.
