Tuesday, September 17, 2013
Reflections
There are times I really, really hate life, my life. My part time job has now turned into a full time plus overtime job. I work nine hours plus, five days a week. The exhaustion is returning. The anger. The joyless existence I had when I worked at the hospital. I have no life again.
I've been struggling to complete a new post for this blog, I have a sewing project on hold, I have housework piling up...My brain has gone numb. It is not worth those big paychecks I get.
Today I thought I escaped the mandatory overtime since I did not get the phone call to carry on. But NO!!!! they called me late and said to carry on.... So I don't get to snooze a bit more which my body is crying for. Rest, lady, rest. Seems like the only real rest I will get is in the grave. I can see my headstone now. Here lies a lady who made big paychecks but wasted her life.
You big cry baby. Pardon me a moment...Waaaah!! Cathartic.
I've been struggling to complete a new post for this blog, I have a sewing project on hold, I have housework piling up...My brain has gone numb. It is not worth those big paychecks I get.
Today I thought I escaped the mandatory overtime since I did not get the phone call to carry on. But NO!!!! they called me late and said to carry on.... So I don't get to snooze a bit more which my body is crying for. Rest, lady, rest. Seems like the only real rest I will get is in the grave. I can see my headstone now. Here lies a lady who made big paychecks but wasted her life.
You big cry baby. Pardon me a moment...Waaaah!! Cathartic.
Labels:
anger,
bitching,
cry baby,
exhaustion,
life is not fair,
overwork,
reflections,
whining
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