I am so tired. Even my fingers are yawning. It happens whenever I have a serious emotional experience. Yesterday, I asked my husband to stop with his angry outbursts or I would have to leave him. He agreed. So I am making arrangements to move. Putting in two weeks notice, cut off dates for utilities, cancelling payments for travel money, copying medical records, getting my doctor to give me a year's refill on my meds, filling in change of address cards, researching self move vehicles for best price, going through my possessions, getting boxes, telling friends and family, opening new checking acct in my name, mapquesting the trip, and things I have not thought of yet.
It is sad. He so quickly told me to get out. Unfriended me on Facebook within minutes. Removed our anniversary on the calendar. Rather than eat the meal I prepared, he tossed it in the sink with the dishes I was washing. I did not sleep well. He frightens me.
I am so happy and proud of you! You did the right thing. Given his crazy outbursts, the man has serious issues and he will only get more and more violent. You may think your world is collapsing but be strong, please. You'll make it. Email me (nuts4fruits@gmail.com) if you need to talk to someone. We were in the same boat with my aggressive father. Hugs!
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